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| YES YES YES YES YES!!! I am free at last! Relive, relive, relive, this site! Yeah, I had been abandoning my xanga for two months already. The past two months have been very tough for me with exam trials and government exams (PMR) and chinese private school unified exams (JUEC). I didn't completely abandoned my computer, but everytime i come online, I was just too tired and lazy to write a post. I just played some games on facebook for awhile and then, go back to studying. I really can't believe that the pressurizing exams are all over, it's just so unbelievable how fast time flies by. Exams are over, but school's not out yet... And the interclass ball games competition are here! Wow, I must be out of my mind, I'm actually sort of looking forward to this. Sports was never my thing, but this year I'm taking part in the basketball and volleyball competition. And you know what? I do not exactly know how to play neither of them! LOL Anyway, I'm not exactly in a mood to blog now, just feel like playing computer games. So, ciao~ | | |
| This week's holiday week. The PMR trials had just passed before the holidays started and then two weeks later, it'll be the JUEC trials. Like I said before I should be studying, but every day during the holidays, I spend at least 2 hours in front of the computer playing Pet Society on Facebook. That games really ADDICTIVE, I tell you. So for those who are taking an exam this year, my advice to you is not to start playing that game. Once you started it, there's no stop... I actually failed my PE volleyball, twice! We have to start the ball across the net six times, and to pass, at least once. I FAILED IT!!! That's really humiliating and even if other people doesn't care, I DO! I can't imagine how my PE marks on my report card will look. Tremendously horrifying?!! I feel shudders thinking about it. So I went back to school to practise for the past two days and now my arm aches. Maybe it's because I'm lack of exercise. Yes, I do hate exercising! Haha... I really have to put myself into studying already. It's no use if I set a goal and do nothing to achieve it. ELAINE GAN YUH-LIN, you can do this!!! * ** *** ** * I hope I can... | | |
| Okay, I really really should be studying right now... I got school off for the past three days because my school was closed down as a safety precaution towards A(H1N1) - there were rumours that a Malay teacher got it. Everyone was like YAY!, but then, there were loads and loads of homework piled up for us to complete within this three days. And because of my undeniable ability of time management (haha), I managed to finish ALL my homework by yesterday, which includes 3 pages of Malay worksheets, a set of KH paper, 50++ pages of Chinese Geography, 2 sets of Malay Geography, 1 set of Sejarah (Malay History), 2 sets of Chinese History, etc. But here I am, playing Pet Society on Facebook and writing my last post before my PMR trials start next week, followed by JUEC trials, and then, PMR and JUEC. Hard time coming ahead.... | | |
| I'm am blogging right out of disappointment and frustration right now. A few things/announcements during the past weeks had gotten on my nerves though there's still something that pleased me, and it's all related to my beloved prefectorial board. I'll just talk about them chronologically. Tuesday morning, the weekly prefects' assembly. "This year's Ba-Du-Zhong Xue-Zhang-Tuan Jiao-Liu-Ying (KL-Selangor Area 8 Chinese Independant School's Prefectorial Board Interaction Camp) is going to be held on the 19th to the 22nd of December in Tsun Jin High School. Those interested may..." The moment I heard the date, I was like, WHATHEF**K!!! As I wasn't allowed to go to this annual camp last year, I had been planning to go for this year's no matter what happens. For the past years, it had been held on the first or second week of December, so when my family decided to go on a vacation during that period, I was telling them, "you'd better change the date, you promised me I could go to this camp". So fine, we set our vacation on the third week of December, which wasn't that ideal, but still would do. We had been planning for this trip since March, AND now, Tsun Jin decides that they're gonna hold it on the 19th to the 22nd! Oh, aren't I furious?!! Yes, I'm definitely boiling. DAMN it!!! Wednesday after school, prefectorial board's annual midyear meeting. The whole structure of prefectorial board was changed, imitating a camp (YCA camp) we participated in June. I didn't exactly enjoyed the camp very much, so I was like, why do we have to copy them? But as I could see the aim they're trying to achieve and that it is for the good of the board, I didn't really have any strong objections against it. Something about it that really pleased me was that I was allocated into the Marching Team, which I preferred most apart from 3 other teams. In addition to that, me and Nasha were made the leaders of this team, as we got the most votes. Being a leader would really make me busy, but in the meantime, it'll teach me a lot. So, that was practically the only thing to be happy about. This morning, prefectorial board special assembly. This morning the new probation period prefects are announced and introduced to their bao-mus ("baby-sitters"). I was pretty looking forward to this since yesterday when I knew that the new ones are joining us today. I was very excited to meet my bao (baby), since I was already eligible to get one after being a prefect for over a year. Except that my hopes were crushed after the assembly, 'cause somehow the junior three prefects were not given baos despite claiming that there were not enough prefects and had to seek help from the prefect advisors (senior three prefects). So why is it that the 10 advisors and the 9 group leaders+head prefect are all having 2 baos and none of us junior threes were allocated any? They took in 46 probation period prefects and there's currently 38 prefects on the board eligible to have a bao. Although the head prefect told us not to be sad for not having one as we have to help out in teaching the new ones when the senior advisors are preparing for their exams, it's altogether very different from having one of our own. We will only be "helping out", instead of teaching a bao of our own. It's VERY different. It gives me a feeling that they do not trust us. Maybe there's really a few prefects that aren't trustworthy, but they still shouldn't do that. And for that, I'm really disappointed and displeased. Yes, I do hope someone reads this post. | | |
| I'm not confused anymore. I know what's going on. I did not do anything, neither did I say anything wrong. I just felt totally left out when Eunice is with Cheryl, like when we go to tuition together. She make me feel invicible, that's what it is. There's like only conversation between them both and I couln't even cut in. I know they're closer to each other and there's a really special bond existing, but can they take care of my feelings? Who cares that you are the sensitive one? I'm also a sensitive one. The only difference is I don't show it; I prefer keeping things to myself. Everything's alright. I can handle everything by myself. Once, I said that I didn't trust anyone; now, I'll tell you the same thing. ***** Whew, the second-ternm exam had just ended yesterday. I was exhausted, it was like putting down a heavy burden. I have been waking up at 4am last week to study; that was my new strategy to study. It was tiring, but it worked, even if it was just for a few days. However, the real 'burden' is not unloaded yet. PMR trial is less than two months away, and there's JUEC trial comin up after that. I really have to work hard already. I couln't afford to lose, no I can't. Winning is my thing. ***** I miss Gwen, Juin-Le and Tzi a lot suddenly. | | |
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